decisions decisions and cold busses

aw yes let be entertain you with another bus complaint...

i have not yet told you out of europe readers, but denmark is having an icewinter, it´s been 23 years since we had one long like this. it does seem never ending, today it snowed again and well snow doesn´t really excite me anymore. another thing that comes with icewinter is all the clothes i have to put on every day to keep warm. i got used to it and don´t mind as long as i don´t get cold.

one place where i get cold in on the bus....it´s jepardy, some mornings the bus is a sauna and i have to strip down, off with coat off with sweater and scarf...some mornings it´s cold inside the bus, i realize that usually after 20 min on the bus and i have sometimes been asking the busdriver if it is possible for him to turn on some more heat....i have gotten different answers but they melt down to the same thing, sorry can´t get warmer. so i freeze...it´s sucks and it has happend enough times that i am actually going to write a complaint to the company that runs the busses. it´s sucks freezing for an hour in the morning before 8am....a time where i wish i was still under my warm and comfy comforter.

so i have finally reached a point in time at work where i am going to take some kids from their parents and place them in a fosterhome...actually in an institution this first time...there are so many things i have to decide, so many things to remember and on top of that it is really emotional...these little lives, suddenly i am the one who is going to decide where they are best off living...it is terrifying and yet i know i am going to feel such a relief and joy once they are in place...it might be a few more months before the feeling will come, oh but they will get excellent care the place they are going, hopefully they will be able to receive it. every little child deserves and needs someone who loves them in an appropiate and healthy way.